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[04 Jan 2005|04:07pm] wow. it's been a long time since i posted. but a lot has gone on. i lost the car for 2 months...but now it's just a month. but that is done in about 2 weeks. we started swimming at school today. nasstaaay! yeah well ill start updating again. 1       ♥       whatyoubelieve

[06 Dec 2004|12:56pm] zero gravity was very fun. hot men all over. too many hindus. haha. josh is boring me lately haha. oh well. i get to go to seatle for winter break to see him....how awesome is that? well, i still have to see, and save money up, my parents say i have to pay for the ticket. fuck that. ha, oh well. well i have to go, i have gym next, and i deff. don't feel good. whatyoubelieve

[02 Dec 2004|07:57am] wow. im in love with a guy from seattle. he is amazing. last night we spent about an hour and a half talking...but his phone died...and i went into deep sleep, and he called me 10 minutes later but i didn't hear it. he is awesome. here's why.... -gorgeous. -plays soccer. -he's amazing at soccer. -great style. -little accent. -blue eyes, blonde hair. -funny. -not jewish, haha. -sweet and nice. -great music taste. except he doesn't like country. -and to top it off we have everything in common. yesterday was scary. i was dancing to this one country song with my friend while we were waiting for a light...i didn't notice i took my foot off the brake....and then all of a sudden it was like BOOM! i hit the car in front of me...oh my gosh, i get out, and he is like what the hell are you doing?! talking to much? im like yeah...and he is like back your car up so i can see if you did anything. so i did and he is like ok it's fine, and he left...he was polish and karolina was trying to get out to talk to him...haha cause her polish ass coulda done it. but she tried to get out and this car beeped at her cause they woulda hit her...but karolina said she saw a dent from an angle on his car...thank god he was so nice. he didn't even take anything down. so im good. ^that was most deff. scary. i have a play boy bunny on mu pelvic bone. i went tanning. woo. im burned though. man, i can see myself devoting a relationship with josh...the guy from seattle. he is just amazing. and i like him a lot. and i miss him. i just wish i lived out there or he lived out here...but he might be coming to our dance, and then im going to his. so im excited. i will post a picture of him soon =)! today after school me and karolina are staying to decorate tracy's locker. it is going to look amazing. so im excited. but we saw that they are in the process of painting a mural on the wall abover her locker....so this sucks if we cant do anything. oh yeah...and josh thinks we have accents. lol. he says we say are A's like really noticeable. haha. like soccer...he says i say it like Saccer. but it sounds like sucker if we don't. wow. im a loser. whatyoubelieve

[30 Nov 2004|07:30am] well im home. and i hate it. i miss everything and everyone at cali. i met an amazing guy. and of course. it all has been taken away. but i will visit him. he lives in seattle. we sang "ill say a little pray for you" on the airplane. it was nice. we saw the notebook and the way home. man, i shouldn't have came to school today. i didn't have to, but i did. webs didn't go. lucky ass. gosh. i hate chicago. whatyoubelieve

[28 Nov 2004|08:33pm] i am at my moms cousins house right now, and let me tell you this house is amazing. it's huge. and there is art all over the place...and she has the cuttest puppies. they have 5! there's two with those big eyes! like gremlins. it's adorable. i went surfing today at the beach, when i was with my soccer team. now that is a hard thing to do. but it was so fun. i want to live in california so bad. i love it here, i don't want to leave. my soccer team did pretty good down here, considering we played the best teams in the country. but we were the best team from illinois which feels good. i met some boys. but didn't get any action. i met this awesome guy at this store, he works at, and im going to go visit him tomorrow...hopefully he is working. because i have to leave pretty early to head back to the airport. this weekend has been amazing. the hotel was outstanding. and just i love it here. it's like the movies. and gosh. i just feel so immuned to it already. i can live her. i know i will move here when im older. but right now im going to go and watch a movie and start packing up and then hit the sack...i wish i was still at the hotel with webs and smo and the rest of the team, but i told my mom i would visit her cousin. so whatever. but surfing was most deff. the best thing ever! alright good-day everybody! 2       ♥       whatyoubelieve

[24 Nov 2004|08:38am] [ mood | excited ] Cali tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish us luck. Hotel on the beach! whatyoubelieve

the jet-move on. [22 Nov 2004|12:06pm] wow. thanksgiving is already here! I leave for cali in 3 frikkin days! that's crazy! we play the best team in the country as our first game, that sucks dick. not a lot has been going on with me. well a little actually has. but nothing big. i dropped phil and jason...haven't talked to either of them in some time. so, yeah oh well. me karolina and tracy are going to get this kinky santa thing at discovery today after school, im excited. we're bringing weaver...so this should be fun, he said he would try them on for me. haha. whata stud. i wonder what is going to happen between us? you know some of the new eminiem songs are really good, i give that guy a lot of props, he has been through so much. and sure he is white and one of the biggest wiggers ever. but he grew up in that. and he has so much love for so many things, and i don't know, there's something about some of his songs that really touch me....not those nasty ones he has though...like this one it's about haley and kim, and it's just insane how much he cares about them. i don't know. whatyoubelieve

[10 Nov 2004|07:30am] I LOVE GREEN DAY! AMERICAN IDIOT>GREAT VIDEO AND SONG! i get to see phil today!=)! im so excited! wow. i stayed up till 2:00 last night...just because i was sleep deprived and i also kept ayesha up. and another wow is that jason said im prude! haha....just because i won't have sex yet...that makes me prude. i fucking hate that kid....and because of my being "prude" he hasn't called me. ass. i frikkin love phil. but i don't know why i get uncompfortable when i'm at my house with a guy alone...i feel more compfortable with a group of people. i want everyone to pray for nick weaver. that kid is in serious condition and all i want is for him to get better. i miss him soso much. i haven't seen him for like a month and a half. he has permantly damaged lungs...and a inflamed liver. i just wish something like a miracle will come along for him. he don't deserve this. last night i went to his house and dropped off a love card along with a balloon and a stuffed animal...and soft beautiful colored little dog. i really hope he likes it and knows that everyone is praying and thinking of him. i love that kid with all my heart. and i worry what is going on right now at his house. is this going to have an effect on me the rest of my life? i know nick weaver will always hold a special part in my heart. =)!feel better weave! whatyoubelieve

[02 Nov 2004|08:13am] these past 2 weeks have been great while they lated. i think it's time me and my crew call off any realtionship going on with our men. they are too old, and it was way more fun when we were just hanging out with them, now it's getting too serious. i mean i want this commitment that me and jason talked about, but all i know he wants is to fuck a virgin. and im not ready to do that yet. so i think i might go visit him today and talk to him about this. i hope kerry wins. it's jon's birthday today. so i hope he has fun. we asked jason if we could come and decorate his house for it. we were, but i lost the car. ayesha is living with me for a week. ha. i think there is this other kid i met last week at streets he is 16 i think, he's a junior at elk grove. he is a total stud. and his age is way better than 20. but i mean i love when jason gets all upset when im talking to other guys and he is worried what i am doing. but i told him he could trust me, but i can't trust him. he does the cuttest little things, and he has this attitude in his voice which is so hot. i have had so much fun with them, and i know it's time to let it go. i have used so mcuh gas.and the car is filled with ashes, and smells like smoke. gah that smoking seminar scared the shit outta me, im on the urge of quitting so i will, sooner or later. well it's time to hit it. 1       ♥       whatyoubelieve

[28 Oct 2004|08:31am] wow. whata a week. i saw jason yesterday...we drove up to their house, i saw him for about 5 minutes, and then he headed to work. john was still there, and i brought karolina along to hook up with this kid phil. so then i told john i would be back in about an hour, cause i was going to go pick up tracy and then take my brother somewhere. so we get back...john and tracy start macking. then phil and karolina got it on...phil is like im so shy! im like dude, you are 22. haha. but he likes her, he thinks she is really cool. so then i had to take her home. and i brought phil with, ugh, i got a million stares! and most from old geezers...because the two of them were just going at it. so we get back to jason and john's house. i call jason at work. i told him i wanted to see him, so i pretended i was a costumer. all together, the night didn't end how i wanted it too.... i hope this isn't fake. i hope something good happens. kinda upset cause jason said he would call when he got off, but he didn't. and then he said he got work work off all weekend!...and then said he was going to western with the guys to this girl's place at western. and then phil is like wait, i thought we were hanging out with them. and jason's like yeah, well, come right after school, cause we are going to leave at 4. so thank god it's exam day tomorrow. i might go visit him again today...but is it worth driving almost a half hour to see him for 5 minutes? i mean to me it's worth it...but is it to him? whatyoubelieve

[26 Oct 2004|08:10am] my life is getting better and better by the minute. me tracy and melissa met amazing men. i mean yeah sure they are 20, but they aren't like just using us. jason and john have their own place and we have been going up there as much as we can. Jon nis 21, and tracy's with him. they are adorbale. Mark is by far gorgeous and Melissa's is with him. And Jason, he's all mine, and i couldn't be happier. they just make us smile just thining about them. They treat us so good. We are going to dinner with them tomorrow night. so im really excited. they thought we were 18 and we finally told them we are 16, they were upset we lied, but that we tricked them and they started liking us. i'm just so happy. and i think me and jason are going out. he told me not to cheat on him...so does that mean we are dating? ehh, i will ask him tomorrow. i hope they take us somewhere fun. im in love. haha. whatyoubelieve

[22 Oct 2004|08:24am] wow. last night was by far one of the scariest nights of my life. Scheff's and Tracy's too. im really sorry guys, if i know what was going to happen, i wouldn't have brought you there. Just lets thank god scheff can run fast. bascailly sheffler was almost killed by an alcholic...i won't name any names of who that might be. but i was so scared he was going to hit me too, i was trying to hold him back, and it was hard. and he got loose and chases scheff....scheff pounded on some lady's door. and she asked if the guy had a gun. but then i ran so fast into the car with tracy and drove to the house and scheff ran for dear life. and we sped off....it was like a movie. but i'm never talking to that kid again in my life. he has problems and needs help. whatyoubelieve

[18 Oct 2004|08:09am] [x]Full Name: Jenna Leigh Schneider [x]Birthday: October 5 1988 [x]Members of Family: Mommy, Daddy, Phil and Alex. [x]Pets: A Jax, Rocky, Spike. [x]Member of Family closest to you: My Brother, Alex. The School Side [x]School Name: Hoffman Estates High School [x]Do you have "school spirit"?: Depends for what. [x]Fave subject: Seminar. [x]Cafeteria Food: Disgusting. This or That? [x]Pop or Country? Country [x]Rap or Rock? Rock. [x]Classical or Latin? Classical [x]Chicken or Beef? Chicken. [x]Fruits or Veggies? fruits. [x]Horror or Comedy? Comedy [x]Theater or Renting? Renting. [x]City or Country? Country. [x]LiveJournal or Xanga? Livejournal. [x]Silver or Gold? Silver. [x]Surfing or Skateboarding? Surfing. [x]T.V or Computer? EHH! BOTH! [x]Summer or Winter? Summer. [x]Spring or Fall? Spring. [x]Bush or Kerry? KERRY! [x]ProLife or ProChoice? Prolife. Favorites [x]Color: Blue. [x]Animal: Dogs. [x]Food: Chinese Food. [x]Candy: Laffy Taffies. [x]Song: The moment I wake up-My bestfriends wedding. [x]Band: Oh my god, Alkaline Trio, Kenny Chesney, The Beatles, Copeland, Death Cab for Cutie +. [x]Movie: Cellular, My First Daughter, AHX, American Wedding, Marry Popins. [x]Hangout Place: Everywhere, now that i have a car. [x]Drink: Pepsi, Sparkleing Champagne, Apple Juice. [x]Game: Trouble. [x]Sport: Soccer, basketball, football, and hockey. [x]Radio Station: 101.9 [x]TV Station: Fuse. [x]TV show: Friends, Laguna Beach, Real World, Boiling points, Summerland, Smallville, Boy Meets World. [x]Smell: Holister and Adidas. [x]Flower: Roses. Doesn't really matter. [x]Store: Kohls. [x]Teacher: Mr. Brown, Shriver, Mrs. Rosener, Mr. Dowd. [x]Cartoon Character: Betty Boop. Friends Which one of your friends is.... [x]The Sweetest: Karolina. [x]The Most Understanding: Karolina. [x]The Best Listener: erikarolina. [x]The Most Caring: Karolina. [x]The Funniest: Kelsey and Scheff. [x]The Craziest: Kelsey. [x]The Smartest: Tracy. [x]The Best Singer: Smo and Webs. [x]The Most Interesting: Webs. [x]The Most Honest: Karolina. [x]The Most Trustful: Webs and Smo. [x]The Cutest: Smo and Webs. Crazy Questions [x]If you were an M&M, which one would you be and why?: I have no idea. [x]What do you want to do when you're out of school?: College. Maybe play soccer. [x]If you were an animal, which would you be and why? a puppy, because dogs are the greatest pets, and i would cuddle up with my owners all the time. And I would always feel loved. [x]What song best describes you and why?: ehm, the one where it is like he is everything you want and everything you need. [x]Which friend of yours do you identify with most and how?: kelsey, because we have known eachother for so long, and love eachother with all out hearts. About Love [x]Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? No. [x]Name? None. [x]What do you like most about them? Can't Answer. [x]Do you have a crush? Yup. [x]Do they know that you like them? Yup. [x]What do you like most about them? He is not immature like most of the boys are, he's just different. [x]Do you plan on marriage? Yes. [x]Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes. [x]Do you believe in soul mates? Yes. [x]Do you want children after marriage? Yes. [x]Whats the most important thing to you in a relationship? Personality, Trust, Loyalty, Love, Sense of Humor, Good Shape, Jokster, Eyes, Jaw Structure, looks. [x]What song reminds you of your bf/gf or crush?: Sister Hazel-Your Winter. Religion [x]Do you believe in polytheism? [x]Do you believe in monotheism? [x]Do you consider yourself a religious person? No. [x]Do you love your God? No. When Was The Last Time You... [x]Told someone you loved them: Scheffler. [x]Brushed you teeth: This Morning. [x]Ate food: About an hour ago. [x]Saw a movie: Last night. [x]Danced: In my car. [x]Told someone how you felt about them: Last week. [x]Saw your best friend: Actually i wouldn't consider seeing kelsey for about a year. All the times i have seen her this past year at the most is 3 times. I don't consider sneeking out to see her a time of seeing her. It's just not fair. whatyoubelieve

[12 Oct 2004|05:31am] homecoming was okay. not the best. actually it was the worst. i got rejected by a freshman. pat. i liked him so much. but i guess he is getting back with his exgirlfriend. im upset. i've had a tough weekend. but who hasn't? i have loads of pictures. i eneded up going to bk, me and my date walked there, instead of waiting at spaphones. which was way better. we brought it back and still no one had their food. so it was awesome. im going to go. whatyoubelieve

[05 Oct 2004|08:12am] its my birthday today! karolina, tracy and jackie, oh my god, my locker is amazing. i took pictures. so i will post them. i had like a fan club, everyone was like that is so pretty and awesome. it was so nice. i was so happy. i was almost in tears. then i opened my locker and there was a gift in there. hehe. from jackie. and then i had to do this thing with fairy dust and spin around 3 times and make a wish. haha. jackie=loser. then karolina walks up the stairs with a million balloons! haha. and then lucy comes up with more balloons! and one said it's a boy! haha. and she baked me a cake. it's so good! well i'm leaving school at 2:30 to go get my liscense. 2       ♥       whatyoubelieve

[29 Sep 2004|08:32am] man oh man i barley post anymore. well i like pat. end of story. but he is all mized up in his love life with his ex girlfriend. i hate girls that are ex girlfriends of the boys i like...and almost i just hate girls period. yesterday was fun. megan st john and tracy hendi came and picked me up and we went to the dollar store. and then the libary....saw lotta people haha. nova and emma. oh my emma is so cute! i love that baby. then we went to jewel. became a theif for about a half hour. came home. tried on all the products. then went to sleep. i had the baby last weekend. yeah i guess i killed it. but i got the recording back and it said that it cried for 990 minutes. and that i handled it roughly 57 times and the head went back a lotta times. but i guess the sound just was off. because i didn't even have it more than a day....but im getting in next week. ugh! i can't wait till my birthday. 6 more fucking days. then my liscense im so frikkin excited. anyhoo. i guess im going go. can't wait till Me Cantwell, Kelsey, and Brian hang out! it's gonna be so much fun! cantwell. is such a fucking stud. goodday kids...i', off to 2nd block in like 20 minutes...i am either going to do this typing thing or read this book i checked out yesterday....it's READY? SEX GO! haha. yaya i get to see pat 3rd block for lunch. gah i want him. 1       ♥       whatyoubelieve

[23 Sep 2004|08:52am] it's my birthday in like 12 days. it's on october 5th! and on the 6th. watch out! i get my liscense! yaya! krista said she is making me a shirt for my birthday. so im really really excited. who's gonna get me something?! huh? huh? ha. man oh man a lot has gone on latley. but guess what? i dont feel like typing anything. 1       ♥       whatyoubelieve

[17 Sep 2004|08:31am] -yeserday morning, my bus driver gave me a dollar and i bought a poster board. i wrote Jewish Equality. because it was jewish holiday and 211 schools were the only schools that had school, so i held the sign out in front of the school and protested, all by myself, haha. and im jewish, and i had to go to school or i would have missed so much school work. i mean i could have stayed home but i would had been a dogpile of homework and tests to makeup. But if we didn't have school then i wouldn't have to worry about it.- -i was just talking to this kid that plays on the football team, and i asked why they dont let girls play, and he said we could but no one came out, so right when this class is over im going up the sophmore football coach and asking if i can play the rest of the season, i would just have to have 15 practices to be able to play in the games. so that isn't that big of a deal. so im excited though i do get to play. i love football.- -im so happy we dont really have gym today, we don't have to dress, and we are going into the bike room to watch miracle, and we get a pizza party so that should be fun.- -oh man pat kathan is so frikkin hot. i want him. i want to go to homecoming but only if i get asked. but i was talking to kelsey yesterday and she said she would go with me so i would be able to go to conant's which would be so much fun. favortie school and my bestfriend, what more could i ask for? not much.- -well im going to go, i have about 20 minutes left of this class so i dont know what to do, i should study for child development but oh well.- -post bitches! good-day fools!- 1       ♥       whatyoubelieve

[15 Sep 2004|08:09am] wow i haven't posted in a some time. school blows. uhm, today is picture day. i have crushes. like always. but i've been beginning to think, that, my bestfriend is who i want to be with. i love him in so many ways. and i never thought it could be in a different way other than friends. but after everyone saying we would be so cute. and blah blah, i kinda am starting to believe it. but then again, it's kinda sick. i love him with all my heart...but more than bestfriends? ehk. i dont know. oh man, me and my math tutor...creeping around my house with HANGERS! because we thought there was someone in the house. frikkin hilarious. well im gone. later children. whatyoubelieve

[07 Sep 2004|07:58am] -woo what a weekend.- -got tanked on saturday. jackie left me. bitchy thing to do.- -saw kelsey. i was a happy kid.- -next day at the fest. i kicked jackies ass. shows her not to mess with jenna fucking schneider.- -my possey rocked. alexz. i love her. right now she is sitting next to me in the MC.- -pat miller. i love that kid. all in all this weekend was insane.- -the guy i liked probably thought i was a total weirdo. the first week we met last week was awesome. thought this weekend would have been to. too bad i showed the bad side of myself. eh, out of all frikkin weekends. i had to be in my bad moods. but ehm oh well. it was bound to happen.- -but i learned. that was a bad thing to do on my part. but im glad it happened i found out who all my true friends were. and it's a terrible thing i had to find out that way. man, just live life. there are going to be those moments where you get things thrown at you all at once, and you dont know what to do with them, just by violence. but it's all in part of growing up. i think i really matured this past weekend. the bad days i can get through.- -holy fuck. i dont know what im talking about. im trying to be sensitive and yeah, i dont think it's working.- -later fools. comment please. and i will love you forever. and anyone with a fake I.D or who is 18 that would like to help me out, i will love you forever and ever! 3       ♥       whatyoubelieve

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